Spin Me Again

(Verse 1) I thought I found the center A place that wouldn't move A quiet kind of gravity A truth I could improve But something turned beneath me Without a warning sign The ground I thought was solid Was just a moving line (Pre-Chorus) I tried to hold the moment Tried to make it stay— But the more I tried to fix it The more it slipped away (Chorus) Spin me again Through the fire and the fall Through the rise and the ruin Through the loss of it all Call it fate, call it chaos Call it something divine— But I'm starting to feel like This was never mine (Verse 2) Every high becomes a question Every low becomes a clue There's a pattern in the breaking There's a rhythm in the undoing I see it in the timing In the things I can't explain Every loss that felt like ending Was just a shift in the frame (Pre-Chorus) If I'm not the one controlling Then who's behind the wheel? And why does every turn of it Feel more real? (Chorus) Spin me again Till I don't recognize The version of myself That I've been trying to stabilize Call it flow, call it terror Call it what you see— But something in this motion Is rewriting me (Bridge — drop — existential rupture) What if I was never meant To hold this all together? What if I was only ever Passing through the weather? What if every rise and fall Is not a win or loss— But a language of becoming That comes at any cost? (Break — chaotic, shifting tempo) Up— Down— Lost— Found— Turn it— Break it— Burn it— Make it— (Final Chorus — huge, surrendered + unstable) Spin me again I'm done trying to stand still If this is what it means to live Then I will feel it all Call it fate, call it madness Call it something true— (shift — surrender) …but maybe I'm not lost Maybe I'm just moving through (Outro — spinning fade) Round and round… Round and—